I live right now. I think I could say, that more easily put, I am alive. I am your witness. I am a person, a human being. I exist. I could, if I tried, think of more plains than you. It is a matter of perception. 

I’ve not just figured this out!

The sky with of my current nature,

Beholding such sacred technology. Or, am I now reading too much into this?

In my current mind, I am not reliving old memories of mine .

Number One Reason

​Ahhh, when you look back at a time that breaks your momentum, and remember how one NCO can use their power to destroy the hopes and dreams of a soldier that had so much promise. That NCO was a complete asshole. He was a dick, a thorn in the side of junior enlisted soldiers that wanted nothing more but to be successful and accomplish their goals, and work hard for their country and fellow countrymen. For the past couple years, I wondered, why was it that I felt this way? What was it that made me feel like my service to this country was in vein? Then I remembered, I remembered this NCO, and I came to the realization of just how bad of a leader he was. I was a shoe-in, I expected hard times but was set in making The Army a lasting career. But then, as I had set my eye on an achievable goal, he, this NCO, decided to foil my plans, antagonize, and act as a deterrent to my road to success. He took it upon himself to conjure up hate, and turn that hate against me. He singled me out for being strong and attempting to exemplify my level of soldier and awareness, and even thought kind to mock and belittle me in front of my own squad leader. That NCO, ughhh, was in no way shape or form a leader in my eyes, and has caused a series of regret and turmoil over the years that I cannot live down. I’m in the reserves, years later, and still his actions did nothing but hinder my ability to think clear. Army, with guys like that, who strive to belittle soldiers who want to work hard, and not necessarily buy into the role of destroying people and their motivation, I say you have fixing to do. I won’t be able to help you, but I acknowledge that that is a significant problem. Never in my 10 years of work experience, to include my service, have I met an individual so damaging than that man. Not even drill seargents acted with that accord.
With the memory of this NCO etched into my memory, I look very forward to my overall ETS and completion of my 8 year obligation, with 23 months remaining. I’ve met a lot of great people, but that one individual really puta damper on what could have been a great career in the Army, so much so that it even gave me trust issues that I don’t think I’ve ever had before. I can honestly say that I hate that man. I respect his achievements, but I hate that man. 
And I will hate that man until the day I die. What a complete fucking piece of shit. 

Another Shot at Oil?

Media Silent as Trump Tells CIA “We’ll Get Another Chance” at Invading Iraq and Stealing It’s Oil

The 45th President of The United States of America

​”I did try and fuck her. She was married… I moved on her like a bitch, but I couldn’t get there. And she was married. Then all of a sudden I see her, she’s not got the big phony tits and everything… I’ve got to use some Tic Tacs, just in case I start kissing her. You know I’m automatically attracted to beautiful. I just start kissing them. It’s like a magnet. Just kiss. I don’t even wait. And when you’re a star, they let you do it. You can do anything. Grab them by the pussy. You can do anything.”

They say live like no one is watching. Well, I supposed this it is, redefined.


​Imagine that I am an officer on official political business. I’m a messenger. I have  message from one official that is marked secret, and has to be handed to another in a timely fashion. I am horseback, me, accompanied by a squad of my best men. Along our passage, we are intercepted by enemy combatants, on horses, and they attack us. We are killed, and our message retrieved by those same men. Those men return back to their leader, and upon receipt, their leader hands the secret message over to a third party source for it to be used as information broadcasting to foreign media. The leader does this, so that they can not be to blame for any damage done after effect.